Good Grief

[omimouse]

I cannot believe I am actually asking this, but I'd rather not spend the next week beating self-doubt over the head.

Did I overreact?

If you don't know what I'm talking about . . . well, it's back only an entry or two, though the original post is locked. (And it's *staying* that way.) If you don't want to know, believe me, I'm not gonna get upset or offended.

This would be my reality check request.

Comments

[chaiya.livejournal.com]

You (and your vocal friends) seem to think poorly of me for pursuing this "dead horse" conversation, but I have been trying to find some way of salvaging this situation with a workable relationship at the end of it. You choose to interpret my words and actions as negatively as possible, and spin them as such to your friends and my cousin, but I pursue this because (as previously stated) I do still care, particularly about warinbear and catchild, but about all of you in general. I realize that pointing this out means I probably look even more like a prick to you and whatever audience is still listening, but I have tried to be fair and calm throughout this discussion. I have tried to say and do nothing that I will regret later. I do not feel you have lent me the same courtesy/respect. Mock me again for "playing the martyr" or whatever, but I honestly do feel this is a poor way to treat someone who at least used to be a friend and family member, up until this past weekend.

You also ignored my multiple apologies, which probably weren't what you were looking for, but they were heartfelt and honest. I am, honestly and truly, very sorry and very sad about all of this. Had I the ability to do it all over again, I would choose differently, and try to avoid this landmine that has exploded on me.

[omimouse.livejournal.com]

If you want there to be any chance down the road of salvage, then Please. Drop. This. And. Give. Me. Space.