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Religous beliefs
Aug. 28th, 2006 10:42 amThis reads as somewhat stilted to me, but it was the best I could manage. Religious stuff is not usually all that easy for me to put into words.
I believe in Deity. I perceive It as a Mother.
That's the simple part out of the way. The complicated part is how this belief braids with my life; what this means to me, I suppose.
It means that I am loved by at least one being. Completely and utterly. Always. It means that I will never truly be alone, unless I wish to be. That right there is the main heart of it. That knowledge in and of itself is a very strong, steady rock. Prayer for me is talking to Mom, in effect. A shoulder to cry on, someone to talk to.
But I am an adult. I am Her child, but this is my life. She cannot live my life for me. I do not expect Her to carry me through life. She will love me, hold me, let me cry on Her shoulders. This is still my life, and She expects me to fix my own mistakes and face my own problems.
She is my Mother, and She loves me.
I believe in Deity. I perceive It as a Mother.
That's the simple part out of the way. The complicated part is how this belief braids with my life; what this means to me, I suppose.
It means that I am loved by at least one being. Completely and utterly. Always. It means that I will never truly be alone, unless I wish to be. That right there is the main heart of it. That knowledge in and of itself is a very strong, steady rock. Prayer for me is talking to Mom, in effect. A shoulder to cry on, someone to talk to.
But I am an adult. I am Her child, but this is my life. She cannot live my life for me. I do not expect Her to carry me through life. She will love me, hold me, let me cry on Her shoulders. This is still my life, and She expects me to fix my own mistakes and face my own problems.
She is my Mother, and She loves me.
