Update

[omimouse]

catchild and I talked.

No, the previous post was not on a custom filter. Yes, both she and Drkn could see it. Why? Because if it was where they couldn't see it, it would have felt like talking about them behind their backs. Not rational, no, but emotions so rarely are.

I think we're better now. She told me something that really helped a lot that I didn't realize helped. I think I know some other things I can do to encourage the good days to outnumber the bad.

Just so everybody knows, including Catchild:

I. Am. Not. Leaving. I. Do. Not. Want. Her. To. Leave.

Walking away is an option, yes. It is not one that I am taking.

After our talk, Phooka started running around the living room while Catchild got her with the water bottle. Phooka and Catchild both were giggiling a lot. Catchild is currently installing two new packs onto PC Stitch. (A.K.A.: Drooling over new additions to her hoard -affectionate grin-)

We're going to be all right. Not perfect, no. That's not mortal life anyhow.

But we're getting better.

Comments

[dandelion-diva.livejournal.com]

Better is good.:)

Perfect scares me. Nothing perfect is really *real* and I want a real life. But better. That's definitely good. :) Yay for progress and not giving up.

***HUG offered***

Gessi