A New Year

For the record, this post is almost directly a stream of conciousness. I am doing my best to not self-censor, and am only cleaning up so that those not in my head can actually make sense of it. Yes, this is really how my mind works, and how my thoughts run, complete with the fact that there is always music playing in my head. When the music in the back of my mind is silent, there's a problem.

(added after body of post was written) And before anyone panics or anything, I am not suicidal. Okay? No, really, I'm not. Both my guys are in the same room as I am right now. I'll be okay.

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