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Feb. 22nd, 2010 09:07 amArgh.
Okay, if this was actual nausea, I would know how to deal with it. It's not. Instead, my throat is in a near constant state of 'about to yawn' but I can't get it out, so instead it feels . . . something that I cannot find a word for, but trust me, it isn't a good feeling. It's kinda like having my gag reflex tickled with a feather crossed with a very tight feeling in my throat.
Soooo, of all fucking things, my *throat* is feeling queasy. This leads to choke-gagging, which leads to my stomach suddenly feeling *very* unhappy. So far, the only thing that seems to be helping is actively eating or swallowing something. Just making the movements, without anything in my mouth, doesn't do anything.
This is driving me nuts. I have several things that help with a queasy tummy. I have no clue what to do about this. As it is, I'm sitting here without a shirt on because I cannot handle anything touching my throat. Even having my hair brush it is bad.
I'm beginning to suspect that I'm dealing with an extended mood-swing induced panic attack.
Okay, if this was actual nausea, I would know how to deal with it. It's not. Instead, my throat is in a near constant state of 'about to yawn' but I can't get it out, so instead it feels . . . something that I cannot find a word for, but trust me, it isn't a good feeling. It's kinda like having my gag reflex tickled with a feather crossed with a very tight feeling in my throat.
Soooo, of all fucking things, my *throat* is feeling queasy. This leads to choke-gagging, which leads to my stomach suddenly feeling *very* unhappy. So far, the only thing that seems to be helping is actively eating or swallowing something. Just making the movements, without anything in my mouth, doesn't do anything.
This is driving me nuts. I have several things that help with a queasy tummy. I have no clue what to do about this. As it is, I'm sitting here without a shirt on because I cannot handle anything touching my throat. Even having my hair brush it is bad.
I'm beginning to suspect that I'm dealing with an extended mood-swing induced panic attack.
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Date: 2010-02-22 02:09 pm (UTC)That's pretty much how I remember pregnancy. With sciatica.
I lived by nibbling stoned wheat thins in the morning, and having water always nearby.
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Date: 2010-02-22 03:16 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-02-22 05:21 pm (UTC)The emotional component takes FOREVER. I swear that pregnancy was the only time I really wanted to be alternately left alone with a book and a computer and coddled.
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Date: 2010-02-22 07:38 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-02-23 09:16 am (UTC)I say this, not with any sense of "Oh, so that's what's wrong with you!", but rather with a sense of the Shrek-voiced "Well. That explains a lot." Maybe I can't do anything about the mind-fog, but knowing that it's there, and knowing why it's there, make it a lot easier for me to avoid the assumption that I did something wrong.