Ye-ow honey! You sound like me, and I'm bipolar! *laughs* Seriously, call your doc, tell them how serious the side effects are, and see if that's at all common. Side effects do tend to go away after a few months, but not if you have a serious negative reaction to the drug. If this one isn't working, there are plenty of others (different hormone combinations, different strengths of drugs) that you can try.