you will ****not**** be barred from my kids.( did i emphasise the not enough?) if you don't feel you can be around me without j then i can have warin take them up for visits. *you* are not barred from me, J is. just like your perceptions of ebons actions are not rational, my perceptions are not rational on J; for that matter neither are ebons.

i love you and i miss you. you will always be my sister and i will always consider you a friend. even if the friendship must be long distance because i can not deal with one of your mates.

my children have already lost one person they call aunt. i'd rather they didn't loose another. i did promise the bear-cub that i'd try to arrange for them to see you and logan at least once a month preferably twice a month. this is me asking.